Have you ever had a close friend that makes a silly that you really don’t agree with so you stop talkig to them, and because you have this feeling about the decision people edit your words and try to create some sort of lie that you’re talking poorly about your friend.
It doesn’t make sense to me. How is it that people want to make others life’s miserable.
I won’t lie I was a really shitty person because I took my past out on other people but I was growing an trying my hardest to be a better person and someone has the audacity to claim I’m back to my old ways.
It’s just upsetting to know that someone has nothin better to do than to cause other people problems. I’m trying y hardest to get my life back together. And people constantly choose to make me feel horrible. I honestly do truly from the bottom of my heart feel horrible about the way I’ve treated people. I mean I was Bullied and picked on and always had people talk so poorly about me so I stupidly took on the role of those horrible people. I wasn’t happy with my self and I took it out on others the way my bully’s did to me. Ugh karma truly gave me a swift kick in the butt today. I’m flabbergasted to know that a very close friend who knew I was trying to find my self and be a better person would believe lies and false RUMORS! I’m sorry if you read this whole darn thing but I needed to at least write it out. I should jus write in a journal and from now on that’s what I’ll do. Sorry and thankyou for be concerned enough to read my rant of mixed silly emotions.